THE DISCOVERY
THE INFINITY SERIES: PART I
There is a large projector, turned off, directed towards a screen. I am confused about its use during a dance party, but brush it away. I decide to put it to the side so that it does not get in my way. When I approach it, I realise it is not entirely switched off. I am not surprised. No one in this school ever quite understood what conservation meant. I look for the OFF button and thinking I have found it, press it. Suddenly, light shines through the device, and I jump back, startled. I stare at the projection. It is a video, five hours long. Curious, I press PLAY on the projector and a soft music starts to make its way to my ears, from the speakers. On the screen, the words, ‘WELCOME TO THE BANGTAN WORLD’ appear.
Bangtan? Huh? Worried that
it is something I am not allowed to see, I try to turn it off, when on the
screen, a logo appears – Big Hit, with two dots at the top. I have never heard
of this label. I try to jog through my memory, wondering if it’ll come to me.
Before I can come to any conclusion, a scene from a school bus appears, with
some boys dressed in black clothes, chains around their neck sitting in it in
the most unconventional manner. This does not feel like it is from a school
trip. In fact, they are not from our school, at all. The music in the
background has now changed. It is bolder and louder. Without any warning the
bus crashes into the boxes and I almost scream, forgetting that it is just a
video. The bus stops, and an unknown voice starts rapping in the background,
with the boys now out of the bus and running about the area. I start to get
more and more confused. What kind of stuff was being shown during Prom Night? I
don’t stop it, though. The bizarreness makes me want to know more.
I stare at them, as they dance
fiercely, while spitting words so fast, I can’t believe it is real. For the
next five minutes, I don’t move. The ‘la la la la la’ and their ‘See me, see
me, yeah!’ is addictive and I find myself waiting for the chorus to come. The
song ends and I am left trying to remember their names. There are so many. Rap
Monster, V, Jin. I try to look for a rewind button to see their names again,
when the Big Hit logo appears again. It must be their music video
introduction. The boys, I assume it’s the same group, are sitting in a
classroom with guards looking menacingly at them. They look more innocent, and
calm than in No More Dream. The music is a little scary, as though something
bad is going to happen. I recognise them, and the names come back to me.
J-Dope? No, J-Hope, yes. SUGA. Jimin. Jungkook, the one who looks the youngest.
A red pill is placed in front of them. I feel worried, on their behalf. Then I
tell myself I don’t even know who these guys are. Right before the song begins,
the subtitles say, ‘N.O by BTS.’ BTS? Is that the group name? The boys have
made a formation again, wearing white. Rap Monster starts, this time around
too. At the back of my mind, I am being told to stop watching and clean. I
ignore the voice. The song brings back memories of the times I was forced to do
things, because I am from a poor background. The time when I was told to stop
dreaming, to stop wanting to be unique. By the time the chorus plays a second
time, I want to say, ‘Everybody say NO!’ too. I am amazed at how well they
dance. No artist in the States can dance even half as well as they do. The song
ends and I want more.
It is the introduction again. I already know
there will be a boink towards the end. I wait for it. I imitate it. I
know the names. I can almost differentiate them all. The music is softer, the
boys are sitting on chairs, looking in different directions. Rap Monster says,
‘Just One Day. One Night.’ I find myself smiling, they all look so cute.
Different from the previous two songs, this one is more melody-oriented, and
about love. I gasp, when I find myself singing along. But I do not know the
language.
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ReplyDeleteThat feeling of encountering something magical for the very first time . . . 💕
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DeleteThe sense of wonder and belonging that comes with discovering something that you feel is for you alone, that embodies your wishes perfectly, makes you feel it was shaped out of, and for, your soul, cannot be described in words. Or so I thought, until I read this. :)
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